The test results were posted on a big board; hordes of students crowded around, pushing and shoving to find their test result and class assignment. I finally found my name, my test result and class assignment - Level 2!! This was what I had hoped for - Level 2. All smiles, full of pride, I went to my first class.
Two days, 8 hours of class and buckets of sweat later, the teacher and I had a conversation (in Korean!) It went something like this (minus all the "what?" "please repeat" etc.)
Teacher: What is harder for you, vocabulary or grammar?
Me: Vocabulary
Teacher: I think both. Do you want to stay in this class, or do you want to move to Level 1?
Me: Should I move to Level 1?
Teacher: It's your choice.
Me: Let me think about it.
So I thought about it. Kato Lomb said - go for the challenge. I'm willing to work fairly hard at this. The Level 2 material is possibly within my reach - if I have enough time and will to study.
But - I did decide to move to Level 1. Kato Lomb sought challenge, but she also approached her language learning with joy and optimism. The Level 2 class was really stressful. We had the same teacher and same method (teacher-ask, student-respond) for 4 hours straight. We had to answer questions and perform in the class over and over again. My brain - (is it age? laziness? fatigue? insufficient motivation and confidence?) just couldn't concentrate that hard and that long, and I disliked the feeling of being put on the spot to perform each time the teacher demanded it. Perhaps my preparation really isn't up to par.
So tomorrow morning I will begin my Level 1 class - hopefully with joy and optimism. I think that there will be plenty of new material for me to learn, and I will try to supplement that with reading of my choice, real-life excursions, self-study, etc.